Why.....

haiz...can't stand the feeling of being down. It just totally sucks. Haiz...sometimes i dunno why i feel like this. I really dunno why i just feel so sian; so down; so moody. If i knew it would turn out this way, i would not have gotten myself in this kinda shit. It just totally sucks. I'm feeling so lost at the moment. Confused. In such a dilemma i dunno wat's the right thing to do...
Haiz...sometimes i just wish i could say it out. But the consequences might be disastrous. I might lose something more precious than wat im actually looking for. Haiz...life sucks sometimes. Why can't happy moments last longer?