Life Goes on...

Some things were never meant to be...
We should just accept how things work out.
Haiz..think i hit the bottom of the pits too early...when i received news abt wat i wanted to find out...i felt kinda numb..din feel sad or angry or disappointed...maybe it was a good thing. i guess. so that i would not have been so badly hit by it. Am very grateful for some people like D, G, and A who kinda supported me n made sure i was ok n all. haiz...still..the feeling sucks of having to go thru this a second time. Feel like giving up...but it was not as if i asked for it..things just happened. Haiz...but im climbing out slowly...made a pact with myself not to go thru such shit again...not until im ready for it.

Im gonna try to be happy...like how i was years back. There wasnt such complicated stuff like this then. We were so care free...
Butterflies flying free across the meadows...enjoying the breeze...but now? we are suddenly trapped in a bottle...lidded, so we cant escaped. Restricted. haiz...life...we need to break free from the chains of captivity n learn to free ourselves to that we would be better able to treasure n appreciate the beauty of this world.