Ignorance.

Life's been rather fanta-bulous so far! Its been a rather long time time since i was this happy for so long. ;)

Haiz...but sometimes when u're too satisfied and pleased with life, and ur head's in the clouds most of the time...u tend to forget that u're not living in this world alone...that there's still people around u...n u tend to not notice the the little things that u usually do otherwise.

Guess im kinda guilty of that. Most of the time, when i get too happy, i tend to be alittle less sensitive to others around me. I tend to miss the many signs they are sending me. I have this friend of mine who kinda had some problems. and many a times, this friend would try to start a conversation with me, but most of the time, esp recently, i would be too busy to tend to this friend. Yesterday, i somehow had a "wakeup" call. He told me his story and that he actually wanted to tell me his problem earlier, but it was never the right time. Haiz...n i suddenly felt really bad. He was there for me when i needed him, but where was i when he needed someone. Felt i kinda let him down as a buddy. Was too pre-occupied with myself. Haiz...n i realised that since i entered uni, i dun exactly have much time for family n friends. Somehow its always abt me. N i dun exactly like how i might be turning out to be. I never seem to have time for people nowadays. There are alot of people whom i haven had a chat with for a really long time. Really long. And i wonder when will i ever have the time to meet every single one of those people. Sometimes as most people usually remind me, i have to set my priorities right. Once i've done that everything will just fall into place.

I hope so.

To that friend (you know who u are)...i'm really sorry for not being there during ur troubled times.